2 years ago as of dec 16th 2005 -2007 I met the most wonderful guy. Let me tell you my life has always been a little love complicated. I have been through heart break after heart break and tear after tear. Year after year would pass and I kept looking for someone to fill the void. My senior year which started off not so great, i was dating Ross, and we broke up because we knew we were horriable together, we practically hated each other. Then there was michael and I thought you know because we had everything in common he would be the one, but i soon realized he was no such prize i wanted to win. Then there was eric. Eric was rich, funny, charming, cute, and sweet. But I met John, john joined my government class he did talk much but i knew there was something about him. I was no longer looking for love, or even a guy to date at this point, all though eric and i were still dating, it was nothing serious or even remotely emotional or physical, just pure bordume of my own life. I was going to get seriouse this year, i was going to graduate and try to up my gpa. When i saw John sitting there, he talked to all my guy friends, but simply refused to talk to me. I tried everything. everytime i saw him i run to the group of friends he was in and get real close to him and start flirting, but that made no response. I was curiouse why me, the girl alot of men loved to death, why this guy didn't even respond to me talking to him. So a few days later in government class i saw him and introduced my self formally. He said his name was john and nearly ended that whole conversation< which let me mind you would let him lose the love of his life and mine> So I went to drastic measures and dumped a whole bottle of water on him to get his attention. Sooner or later he found my myspace and we ended up bumping heads with a blog reply, and we started talking. I was hitting on him, I knew he something special and that I didn't want to miss this oportunity. So after a while he got the hint after me bluntly rubbing it in. We went to a movie and it all went up hill. Now I know they say what goes up most come down, and I once believed that was true with all things, but not all more because our relationship has been up ever since, and you guys who have my deviant account info are people who really know me and the hell i have been through through the years, I want you to know all the hell was completely worth it. and I would do it all again just for 5 mins of his time. I love him like no other could love anyone. One day we both hope to get married but not for a while. I guess the point is that you guys understand that I love him and always will and how it all started 2 years as of dec!